I hate being stressed, it ruins my mood, days and my overall life. I Think I have gotten over the stage of being stressed over everything, school, work, and life in general. I know I have to get many many things done that I am not really on top of like i should be, and really procrastinating to get them done but its just not stressing me out anymore. Thinking about graduating in a couple of months, going to college and leaving all my family and friends, I just want to make the best of every situation as bad as it can be and not let me get stressed. For example, AP English is a pain in the a*%, and i currently really hate because its so HARD!!!!!! But i really enjoy the class it self i just try to be very open minded and try to not always have a negative attitude towards it. I feel like i haven't let my self be stressed, when I feel like i getting there I just stop think, and reflect an all the things in my life I should be happy and stress free about. Its my last year in high school, when I really old like around 30 i want to look back at school thinking that I had a good time, instead of being super stressed and depressed all the time just worrying about school thinking that its THE END OF THE WORLD when its really not. for the next to moths I'm looking forward to making a lot of new fun memories and a lot o new things (now that Diana can drive we will never be home). Another thing that I cannot wait for is receiving my acceptance letters for the colleges I have applied to but i am defiantly dreading that i will be denied to all of them!!! In the very endless and annoying college process i have only heard back from CSUSF that i got ACCEPTED!! But i am still waiting for 5 more college. I'm so scared to got to college, I'm honeslty so afraid to be without my parents and friends. but cant wait to parrtyy!! jk