In the college process I have been accepted to all the CSU's I applied to like SFSU, SJSU, SSU, and EBSU. Honestly I didnt expect to get accepeted to all of them but I am super proud that I did. besides the CSU's I applied to Santa Clara University, where i was denied from. I was really no upset from the denil because I expected it, I mean I would have loved to get accepted but either way that is not the school for me. Although my moms reaction to this news was extremely heartbreaking. She wanted an answer as to why I did not get accepted, and i obviously didnt have the answer, well I mean I guess I do that there are more qualified people for that school and I not good enough but i didnt want to say that so I just said I dont know why and she responded saying that it is because i am stupid. LOL I just cried for like 30 min haha but its okay because im going to SFSU anyways!!!!!!
As college is getting closer i am becoming even mor and more scared. I think im more scared than excited. I feel like my family isnt to worried about it yet because they havent realised the fact that its not as far away as it seems like it is, I literally have like 5 months left. And well I guess i havent really realized it either until now that I am writing this.
The decision that i have made is that I am going to attended SFSU and I will be living in the dorms. My family is totally supportive of my decision.
On my mind is how am i going to survive college without my mom. Even though can be mean and annoying I really really need her and I rely on her for everything I an everything, so yeah im really scared,